THe NotebOOk
Friday, March 18, 2005
serenity eyes
wallow in my own selfishness
entrap myself in my own space
leave the "i" in me alone
alone it is hidden away
in search of what it's missing
is there an "i" in me?
i can know
it won't come from you
but won't she
be from You
and it means
and it means
suffer with the hellish thoughts
back and forth and inbetween
only You can take them from me
relish in the moments with You
cry myself to sleep unknowing
only i can make them for me
love to have those moments with her
lost our minds alone
never want to lose the "i" again
¶ 2:41 PM
wallow in my own selfishness
entrap myself in my own space
leave the "i" in me alone
alone it is hidden away
in search of what it's missing
is there an "i" in me?
i can know
it won't come from you
but won't she
be from You
and it means
and it means
suffer with the hellish thoughts
back and forth and inbetween
only You can take them from me
relish in the moments with You
cry myself to sleep unknowing
only i can make them for me
love to have those moments with her
lost our minds alone
never want to lose the "i" again
¶ 2:41 PM
Thursday, March 10, 2005
wildflowers
here it is again
chance to lose or gain
but why do i pretend
it doesn't mean a thing?
i feel i feel the worst
a blessing as a curse
that you would make me wonder
when to take your hand
and tell me your tears
came from nothing but a tragedy
i can't cry for years
wishing i said you were more to me
if i blur the lines
colors meld in due time
told you everything...
¶ 3:14 PM
here it is again
chance to lose or gain
but why do i pretend
it doesn't mean a thing?
i feel i feel the worst
a blessing as a curse
that you would make me wonder
when to take your hand
and tell me your tears
came from nothing but a tragedy
i can't cry for years
wishing i said you were more to me
if i blur the lines
colors meld in due time
told you everything...
¶ 3:14 PM
